too small

Recently, God has been putting a lot of dreams on my heart.  Some personal dreams, and some dreams for the Turning Point. 

The weight of the initial call was unmistakeable, and rather scary since I wasn't looking for it.  In several areas, I feel I am being called to do things that I was not open to nor even thinking about.  I have been wrestling in prayer about them, and they won't go away. 

So, on Sunday, I am going to preach about my dreams, at least the ones for the Turning Point.  I feel like the personal ones need to stay personal for now, though they will be public soon enough. 

It is interesting, though, how the spiritual battle starts when you set out to do something for God.  My battlefield is almost always in my emotions.  I am very susceptible to moods and negative feelings, and I have to constantly fight to be faithful. 

I have been very tempted in the last few weeks to let these dreams die, and just move on with life.  My life is busy enough already.  But, I know that would be disobedient to God.  So, I have to move forward, or I know I can't live with myself. 

Then comes the doubt.  I can't do this.  It's too big. It's too much.  You just got all worked up in the moment, but now you need to come back down to earth.  Get real! 

So, here's the quote that has been inspiring me to keep going and not give up or give in:

You never become truly spiritual by sitting down and wishing to become so.  You must undertake something so great that you cannot accomplish it unaided.  - Phillips Brooks

I know that I can't accomplish any of the things that God has put on my heart unaided.  I have to have help.  I have to call on God's vision for my life which is always so much bigger than what I would come up with myself. 

So, here we go...

Question: What dream has God put on your heart that is too big for you to do without his help?  Are you willing to take the first step toward that dream?

Comments

[Karyn Chung]

What an incredible message you delivered yesterday Jay! God clearly put HIS message on your heart and it was evident by the many conversations that have been taking place among those that heard it. Many prayers are taking place today in search of God's vision for their lives. Will and I are among them. We are so encouraged by your desire to lead us through the voice of God.
-KC

[JP]

Nice post!